Happiness is a choice, not by chance

  Type a whole bunch of negative stuff but " resist the devil, and it will flee". Happiness is a choice, I choose to be happy and i label many things as "happiness' in my heart. Such as parents, friends, moments, good films, awesome food and so on. I even go to the extend calling Jake & CoCo "Happiness"out loud like "Good night Happiness, call you tomorrow!".

  I hate how the fear and low self-esteem constantly stop me from being the best i can be and therefore deny me from achieving my dreams. Throw them aside, just pray and trust god. I know I have my heavenly father looking out for me. Then,why worry, why doubt myself?

You are worth it

There are days I wondered why did I ever got into a relationship to torture myself. But when i thought about how happy we were together most of the time. I know you are worth it.

One of our silly days.

unpack my baggage

You will find that person, despite the many heart breaks you had been through :)

Remember to be that someone that helps to unpack his/her baggage too. 

Give as much love as you want to receive, enjoy the moment & live life.❤ 

Feather Ear Cuffs and Ear cuffs Fashion

  I don't know if this trend is already in Singapore, but I sure have seen many Europeans Fashion brands like Top shop, Asos and Dorothy Perkins bringing in the ear cuff trend this summer. This style had been a hit since summer 2011 but we just can't get enough of these beautiful ear cuffs!

Anni Jurgenson's Design

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Ear cuff  to Hair

I'm really obsessed with all these stuffs! Hope y'all like this too! 

American Boy

You will be my American Boy, my American boy.

Deldanezo is back

Greetings!

I decided to start blogging and see how it goes. I am not expecting anybody to read this nonsense blog but if you do, thank you for your time. Ever since Jake became a Manager,I am always home alone and it is getting depressing :'( Things weren't so bad if Geng or J's sis is at home.  In case you are wondering how could i even be lonely in University, i need to explain my situation.

1. Now is spring/summer season which means not many student will be in the campus. A handful of my friends went back home and will only return to school during Fall semester ( September).

2. I choose to stay in US and take Spring class. Jake on another hand want to take Spring class online and somehow he persuaded me to stay at his house in Grand Rapids ( 1-2hr drive from school) together with one of our friend therefore I am taking online classes now. I really can't complain because now I don't have to pay a single cent for my accommodation plus J's mum is super nice, sweet and giving. She even pay for our gym memberships and make sure we eat well,sleep well and enjoying ourselves. And i really thank god for her.

3. As mentioned, i am 180km away from school, means there is no way i can hang out with anybody else but myself. Neither can i join any clubs and activities in school. On top of that i don't have as much friends as i used to in poly so ... #forever21&alone.gif 

4. I don't have a friggin car!! I can't go to the gym/sports center myself to play basketball or swim unless i trouble somebody to drive me there. 

Basically i sumup how pathetic I am right now and this explain the origin of the blog lol.

Some Snap shots of my neighborhood near my campus.

This was awhile back when i was not as phat(fat) as now:( 

The back door of the Farmer's Market (Mad love this place)

Steady Eddy's Cafe

Hummus & Pita bread

My texas omelette + thick toast

Melted Raspberry Pie

Da Bomb! This is the best pie I ever had in my life.

Then we went picnic.....

                                              

                                                                      an impromptu decision

We get everything from the farmer's market. Which is a very awesome place where farmers sell their fresh produce and and home business owners sell their speciality food like bagels, kettle pop corn and banana cake and more....

His eyes!!!!! zomg

picnic by the lake.